russian roulette

And you can see my heart.. beating. You can see it through my chest. I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving. I know that I must pass this test. So just pull the trigger.....As my life flashes before my eyes. I'm wondering if I will ever see another sunrise. So many won't get the chance to say goodbye. But it's to late to think of the value of my life. And you can see my heart.. beating. You can see it through my chest. I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving. I know that I must pass this test. So just pull the trigger.....

kiss~mas day!

have a Merry Merry Christmas everyone! here's to life, more pradas, tom fords etc.!

hell yeah!!!!

faster killed the pussycat

clueless would never be the same...

get some before the world bangs

christmas siesta music

it's the dreaded christmas vacation which means panic shopping..flooded, crowded malls. so i shut my door and dancing with Nouvelle Vague, Sebadoh and Rihanna (newest album is good) and Kings of Leon (:

Avatar

i got bored of my daily routine that i went to the mall all by myself and checked out what's in cinema. i decided to watch Avatar. the film is spectacular. oh well, james cameron is a genius. i do not care what movie critics say (fuck them) but it's the breathtaking CGI landscape that somehow pulls the audience in on this tale of profit and progress versus nature's power and infinite variety. it is an extraordinary experience that more than lives up to the hype.

yin::yang

life is indeed full of contradictions. sometimes it's crazy to be sane. you need to fall to fly. you have to unlearn to know the lesson. you have to give up because you are strong, you have to be wrong to make things right..nonetheless, life complexities are also life's source of everything.

give kids love on Xmas

indeed! christmas is for the little guys. i volunteered over at the childrens village and these are my kids. i miss them already. i will see them in a few weeks time. playtime and pig out time. again!!!!

lifeline

it's the month of december! and man, how time flies!!! and i started the holidays with some old folks at asilo de molo. shoutouts for the old peeps!

Stand by

til your glasses steady,

and drink

to your comrade's eyes,

here's a toast

for the dead already

and rock on!!!!

for the next to die.

cheers!

MISSery

sorry guid for always disappointing you. sorry for all the baggages you feel. sorry for not loving you as you massively love me. sorry if my shoulder is not there always. sorry if you love me it hurts. sorry for all of this. sorry if i love you so much that i have to do this inspite of everything. sorry cos i always say thank you. but i am thankful. i love you with all my heart. not shown but only GOD knows how much. bigger than you think. i want to hold you so tight that even GOD cannot pull you away from me. i miss you so much.

SG part deux

click>> singapore pics

ninja assassin

thursday night, headed out to Eastwood mall to watch Ninja Assassin. this mall's theatre sucks bigtime! ilang beses namamatay, totally blacked out kung saan nasa momentum ka na ng movie. i will never watch there again. going back to my thoughts about Ninja Assassin, it's a film that falls apart as soon as you think about any single element of it. thanks to the movie's script, flat performances and excessively slick, tricked-out fight scenes, it gets increasingly hard to care about anything that goes on here, even when it happens to be visible without the use of night-vision goggles. but thank god! for "some" scenes.

beautiful youth

love that lives in the heart cannot be easily terminated by time; even though the encounter is brief, it’s the impression shall last a lifetime. no one can change the direction of love that lives in the heart. if you have love, than in itself is the answer.

kryptonite

hey, look what i got!

woot! woot!

Pacman vs Cotto

still reining. 7 belts. it's written. who's next?

singapore once more

i'm in the lion city. so happy to be back here..had cereal prawns and a great nite out. some pics will be posted soon! (:

superstoked

will be in manila & singapore this week!

blue friday

what's up today? felt so bad. i don't want to feel like i did today. no stars. just foggy, cold friday nite. sucks! hoping for a better tomorrow. i will attend my orientation. missed waking up early. missed the feeling of excitement. missed the feeling that i have to do something. for self-worth. whew!

our little jack

trick or treat!

surely had fun last halloween (:

Google's tribute to puppets

Google's tribute to Sesame Street's 40th is just so cute! (: sayang, didn't get the chance to save yesterday's Big Bird icon.

hallow~weekend

i came from my halloween weekend. its my grandparents' haus in Negros Occidental. had fun with my whole family plus relatives. got a huge family tree so you can imagine, RIOT! had a great time looking with bunch of kids dressing up for our halloween party. i was such a loser-ass kasi wala akong costume so i had to improvize. so inubos ko ang toilet tissue sa banyo and voila! Mummy ang ending hahaha..

i've realized i missed the farm scene of my granny's place. the sea breeze and the beach itself. i'll post some pics soon (:

29 is happy

wala na ko sang may ihambal pa.

the day before 29

hey love

Actually I don’t know how to start this post. I’m playing with this pen for quite some time now. Let me start by saying, I’m still insanely, ridiculously in love with you. That’s the truth, I love you but I know we are not okay. I now that. And I am so sorry for all of this. For all the bad feelings you felt. For the times you feel so alone. For not being there when you wanted to cry or laugh. Sorry guid.
Life is meaningless daw without problems pero kabudlay na guid sang aton nga situation. We tend to believe we are fine. I am not. Every day I keep asking myself, am I selfish? Was it a bad choice? Every single day. I just wanted to help. I want to be strong for them, for us. I can’t be weak at times like this. Remember that I have this dagger stamped on me to remind me of what I felt and still what I feel. It’s hard but we have to keep hanging on, believing in each other. Thank you cos were are still doing a good job. You are the force that keeps me alive. I love you. Infinity.

MASSiveKARA!

kuppa. pendy's. mushu. calea. streets of bacolod. gilbey's premium nina ali at chinx. sweetgreen. showroom. homecooked meals ni tita guada. neon lights lollipop. the ruins . elephant juice. made all worth it!

OK!

just for one day

octo-frantic

i'm frantic!!! next week, together with my homies, we're heading out to bacolod for their Maskara Festival. this is my first time to attend this feast. piaya, Calea, and some alcohol would be nice. some shakin!!! we'll see if i can dropby in my hometown if the sched permits. hoping for a great weekend. my gig will be finished in 2 weeks time.gees, can't believe i survived this piece of.... i also can't wait for SG next month. can't wait to munch some cereal prawns. everything seems to be alright.

state of calamity

YahooNews

Hate the name Pepeng.

in the middle of it

i want to go to the seaside in the middle of storm!!!

Ondoy's Chaos

My friends and I visited the wake of my teacher’s granny last friday. Prior to that, the heavy downfall was just massive (but i ate a good piece of steak that night). I didn’t mind about the chaos that typhoon Ondoy will bring. Next day, i’m far from sober, went home and turn the tv on. Shocked. Never expected this chaos. Thank god my friend Kurt didn’t go home that night. kung sakali, he will look for his car in a dumpsite near Angono. The images were devastating. Hearts and prayers to all the victims.

Kindly click the link for info. YahooNews.

B-day

Circa 2007

Happy Birthday bonzy!

Ellen replaces Paula

i do not care if NoyNoy will run for president (and i also do not think there's something euphoric about it). i'm more excited to know that Ellen DeGeneres will replace Pula in the new season of AI.

nuff said.

fade away

je suis triste. sometimes when i dream, i fly

"septembeer"y great weekend

foodtrippin'
& some lovin'

and you won't hear me complaining (:

sun fry

summerlovin'

me&andrea

septem~GRRR

je suis triste. i deserve to smile. will get better in time

glorious night

i had a great friday night. i meet up with my close high school friends. had steak and all the goodness food you can imagine for a pre-party night. after dinner, i meet up with my lifeliners and enjoyed the night. not bad at all. felt glorious.

wear and tear

this was tiring. felt like disappearing...wanted to crash my bestpal's place in SG. or, a shot of balsamic vinegar might help. or a Tom Ford sunglasses will definitely amped me up ;p or maybe i simply miss the sweetest thing.

on the brighter side, we got the goodies of Enzo sent by my aunt. he got two nike sneaks, roots cap, nike jerseys, and old navy boardshorts. one lucky little rascal (:

swept

Love for 2003

call me british

everything british! everything English! GOD SAVE THE QUEEN!

Ben Sherman shirt

who? me?

life as we know it

i was shocked about the death of one of my "tanggero" friends back at Sitel. my heart goes out to the family of Paul Anas. i suppose there's an irony to the fact that there are things life cannot also explain. rest well, chong.

hero~heroine

because i cannot log-in Twitter because of the genius hackers, i settled to watch one of my heroes growing up. JUNIOR. child-from-hell. epic.

Twitter cyber attack

click the birdie for info~news. damn! hate when they do that.

about the weather

thinking. ranting. will you die? sun, where the eff are you?

sweet & dumb

a newly found friends asked me:

Do you have a relationship at the moment?
Yes, i have a great tasty melon as secret lover.

How do you fuck a melon?
Ice-cream and a little bit of imagination!

who is?

i just find this shirt (:

yellow

Former President Corazon C. Aquino died last Aug. 1, 2009 and the interment will be tomorrow, Aug. 5 at 9AM at the Manila Memorial Park. RIP.

skate rat to superchef?!

who would have thought that a rat like me can make & enjoy these? HAH!