if there was ever a time of clarity it is what becomes of me when i have a moment to stop and reflect. sometimes i end up in this crazy preoccupying mindset where my mind just checks out. completely. and i think and respond irrationally. i don't make sense to even myself. i need to figure out why i intentionally do this. why must i exit my body on a regular basis...in such a way.
i saw joaquin phoenix being interviewed by david letterman. i just now realized how odd he is. he'd done amazing films. he cannot sing but he loves to..he's a poet (daw). now i realized again na each of us, may ganung ugali. even my lola, i can remember she used to pressed the bridge of my nose because she wanted it to be matangos. i dunno. i think it worked. me? i dunno if i'm odd..i like to eat oranges and mangoes but i don't like orange and mango juice. can you figure out? i can't. hehe.