russian roulette

And you can see my heart.. beating. You can see it through my chest. I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving. I know that I must pass this test. So just pull the trigger.....As my life flashes before my eyes. I'm wondering if I will ever see another sunrise. So many won't get the chance to say goodbye. But it's to late to think of the value of my life. And you can see my heart.. beating. You can see it through my chest. I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving. I know that I must pass this test. So just pull the trigger.....

kiss~mas day!

have a Merry Merry Christmas everyone! here's to life, more pradas, tom fords etc.!

hell yeah!!!!

faster killed the pussycat

clueless would never be the same...

get some before the world bangs

christmas siesta music

it's the dreaded christmas vacation which means panic shopping..flooded, crowded malls. so i shut my door and dancing with Nouvelle Vague, Sebadoh and Rihanna (newest album is good) and Kings of Leon (:

Avatar

i got bored of my daily routine that i went to the mall all by myself and checked out what's in cinema. i decided to watch Avatar. the film is spectacular. oh well, james cameron is a genius. i do not care what movie critics say (fuck them) but it's the breathtaking CGI landscape that somehow pulls the audience in on this tale of profit and progress versus nature's power and infinite variety. it is an extraordinary experience that more than lives up to the hype.

yin::yang

life is indeed full of contradictions. sometimes it's crazy to be sane. you need to fall to fly. you have to unlearn to know the lesson. you have to give up because you are strong, you have to be wrong to make things right..nonetheless, life complexities are also life's source of everything.

give kids love on Xmas

indeed! christmas is for the little guys. i volunteered over at the childrens village and these are my kids. i miss them already. i will see them in a few weeks time. playtime and pig out time. again!!!!

lifeline

it's the month of december! and man, how time flies!!! and i started the holidays with some old folks at asilo de molo. shoutouts for the old peeps!

Stand by

til your glasses steady,

and drink

to your comrade's eyes,

here's a toast

for the dead already

and rock on!!!!

for the next to die.

cheers!

MISSery

sorry guid for always disappointing you. sorry for all the baggages you feel. sorry for not loving you as you massively love me. sorry if my shoulder is not there always. sorry if you love me it hurts. sorry for all of this. sorry if i love you so much that i have to do this inspite of everything. sorry cos i always say thank you. but i am thankful. i love you with all my heart. not shown but only GOD knows how much. bigger than you think. i want to hold you so tight that even GOD cannot pull you away from me. i miss you so much.